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They, You, Love and Change
They will enter into your life to show you how to love. They’ll make you open up, revealing a part that you kept locked and buried deep inside yourself. They’ll show true joy and happiness. They’ll show what it feels like to be truly loved. For a time being, you will feel they’re the most important people in your life. You’ll be convinced that you know them entirely, and that they are *your* kind of people. All of a sudden, you’ll learn something new about them; you’ll end up questioning everything you knew about them before.
தாய் மொழி என்றால் என்ன?
கருப்பி வந்தாள்! நீண்ட நாட்களுக்குப் பின் கருப்பி என்னை பார்க்க வந்தாள்.
Define Your Circle
Define your standards, define your priorities, and define your circle.There is nothing wrong with choosing what fits your vibe and whom to have around you. Be selective, be picky.
There was a time when even a simple notification could make my day special
There was a time when even a simple notification could make my day special; my eyes would glow up when I heard those custom notifications. All these notifications started very simple but mighty… “Did you have your food?” or “Come, let’s have food.” | No, we were not physically present, but we did have all our meals together.
Letting them live a life without you
The hardest part of loving someone is letting them live a life without you. You still like their pictures but, with someone else. They used to tell how their whole day went but, now you're knowing it through their stories and statuses. It doesn't mean you had a bitter past and ended up blocking each other from social media thinking, it will block your feelings for them. There is a phase in life where friends become strangers when they choose different paths to travel by. A phase when texting becomes less frequent, Good morning gets a response with Good night, People stop asking questions about them to you. At the end whenever you see them you just pass with a smile on your lips and a burden in your heart.
Hate a friend
I know my friends have other friends as well. I know they chat with other boys or girls they find attractive or sexy. I know they WhatsApp with so-called 'friends of friends' they've connected by selling my name. I know they send friend requests to people who post semi-nudes or provocative stories. I know they have relationships with others and pretend not to in front of me. I know they have their secrets. I don't hate them for that; that's who they are, and I'm okay with that. But I hate it when they lie about it. Lies my friend, I hate and I will continue to hate.
அமைதியும் தனிமையும்
அமைதியும் தனிமையும் என் உற்ற நண்பர்கள், யாரும் இல்லா என் உலகில் வழித்துணைகள், பயணங்களின் அழகு வழித்துணை தானே! ஒரு குறை... அவர்கள் இலகுவில் கோபித்துக் கொள்வார்கள், வழியில் நான் சில புதிய நண்பர்களை கண்டு உரையாட நின்று விட்டாள் கொணக்கு எடுப்பார்கள். முதலில் தனிமை கோவிப்பாள், ஓடி விடுவாள் புதிய நண்பர்களின் பவுசில் அவளைக்கண்டு கொள்ள மாட்டேன், தொடரே... அமைதியும் கோபித்துக் கொள்வாள், அவளும் ஓடிவிடுவாள், தனிமையின் கோபம் சில நாட்களே நீடிக்கும் தேடி வருவாள், அனைத்துக் கொள்வாள்; ஆனால் அமைதி இல்லா தனிமை கொடுமையானது... அமைதியோ கொஞ்சம் அதிக கோபக்காரி, இலகுவில் வரமாட்டாள் வறுத்தி எடுப்பாள், பாடம் கற்பிப்பாள், தனிமை மட்டும் கூடவே இருப்பாள், ஆனால் அமைதி இல்லா தனிமை வலி நிறைந்தது... சில நாட்கள் இழுத்து விட்டு மீண்டும் வருவாள்; அமைதி எனும் உற்ற நண்பி, இப்போது அமைதியும் தனிமையும். தனிமையில் அமைதி அற்புதமானது, அது சிந்தனைகளை சிற்பிப்பது, அது படைப்பின் பிறப்பிடம், அது டெஸ்லாவும் தேடியது, அது அமைதியுடன் கூடிய தனிமை. அமைதியும் தனிமையும் என் உற்ற நண்பர்கள்...
The Past
They say "forget your past" yet, they teach history in schools. You can't forget or hide your past, The past is perfect as it is. The past is what made your present and defined you. You can't escape your past instead you should make a pact with it and accept it as it is. They say don't define a person by their past. They're liars who pretend to be saints. Those who didn't challenge you with your past wouldn't last long with you at all. If one cannot accept your past or didn't know your past; they cannot understand you or love you as you are. One's past is important as much as the present. The only thing you should do is you don't repeat the same mistakes of your past. You should learn from it. The TikTok you made years ago, the relationship you had, the toxic friends you had, the ill behaviors of your past, the narcissism you had, the hurting words you said to your parents, and the inner battle you conquered are what made you who you are today. Remember, you cannot undo what already happened; hiding, fearing, or pretending like it never happened will never make it disappear. Only acceptance can reduce the pain of your past. So, accept it. Without the lessons from the past, the present will be the past with lessons.
Too good at goodbyes
It never happened instantly; it happened slowly, little by little. Expectations lead to disappointment; hidden truths lead to exposed lies; secrets kept lead to a break in trust. Selective stories lead to broken manipulation; knowing them for who they are leads to doubting you for who you are.